Questions

 

I imagine you may have questions.

This is a fair thing. And I will strive to anticipate and answer those you may have. 

How do I know these stories are real?

You don't. I will post excerpts of my fictional writings I do for fun, and I will always make sure you know when it is fictional. When I do post something I personally experienced, it is not my job to convince you. I often do research to help validate what spirits have told me, which I will include, but I am not here to convince anyone. If you think it is not real, then that's fine, but perhaps stay a time and maybe you will at the least be entertained. However, reader, I can only give my personal testimony that what I experienced truly happened. No more, no less. 

How often will you post?

Perhaps three or so times per week. Sometimes it may be less, or it may be more, depending on the weight of what I have going on in my life and how inspired or compelled I feel. 

What will you post?

I will share my spiritual experiences I feel moved upon to share, my communiques with those who have passed on. Some will might be light hearted, many may be hard to read. I will also post excerpts of my fiction writing, short stories, and historical anecdotes. My passions are many and the past binds them all together. 

How did you know what you are experiencing is real?

I only know what I can sense. There is the possibility I'm insane, but insanity is often cried when viewing a cosmic event horizon through the child's kalediscope that is mortality. Many of these events I will share I experienced with other persons, who also witnessed or felt what was happening. Though I suspect to you, reader, that these will prove little help in instilling confidence, as you will never know their true names or faces. So I must reiterate, I am here to convince no one. You will have to either do the most terrifying thing, that is believe me, or the easy way, which is the path of the skeptic. Either path you choose does not matter to me. 

How did you come across the ability to commune with spirits?

It was something I began experiencing unwillingly as a child. I would see them move about my room, have them speak to me in my dreams, and on seldom occassion see them in crowds. I was staunchly skeptical and atheist. Tricks of the brain, fatigue, sickness, whatever I could conjure to explain away the bizarre things I saw. But eventually, the souls of those who have passed on became too loud, to bold, for me to think otherwise. While some might think speaking to spirits involves a lot of animal sacrifices, witchraft, voodoo, or satanic rituals, I claim no such magic. I found this gift was from God. The nearer I drew to God and Jesus Christ, the stronger my ability became. I found I could use this tool to help those who are stuck just beyond the veil. I saw evil too, but God taught me how to cast them out, and how to defeat them. I do not find my gifts augmented through science or practice of the adversaries arts, but rather through coming closer to God, the ultimate giver of any ability I have, the giver of my very life. And I know God wants me to use, he practically forced it upon me. For what purpose? That I am still figuring out, though I feel I have been able to do much good along the way. 

Why the anonymity?

Because the world is often cruel to things they do not understand, or do not want to understand. Sometimes things like this bring more questions than answers, which many also do not like. We like to think we have it all figured out. And this can draw criticism. I do not do anything evil, or underhanded, it is not for nefarious reasons I hide who I am. Mostly, I am an introvert. However, I also wish to protect myself from any possible detractors who, in their willful ignorance or hate may seek to stop me from what I feel I am being called to do. And, perhaps most importantly of all, I do not want to detract from the persons whos stories I am sharing. I really started this to share their stories, not draw attention to me. For some time I have done this completely privately, however many asked if I would share their story to any who would listen so they would not be forgotten. This was hard, due to the private nature of my life, and the somewhat esoteric nature of how I gathered these stories. So here is a place where I can share the stories and really have the focus be on them and their world. And perhaps...get to share some of my own creativity as well for fun. I feel blessed that I have multiple interests intersecting over the matter of communing with these spirits. 

Disclamer

1) I am still learning how to commune with spirits. It is a challenging thing, and I will not say I get every detail absolutely correct, and I will often admit to this in my writings. Trying to speak with spirits is like trying to adjust the antennae on a fuzzy television set. I can perceive shapes, some sounds, some words,but a clear picture will elude me until the day that old friend death visits me himself. Part of my recording these moments of communion is so that I can analyze ways I can improve things myself. 

2)I do not do readings. This may sound cheap or lackluster, but not only would this likely prevent my anonymity efforts but these events are deeply personal to me, and even in my personal life I scarcely mention this gift to anyone. Occasionally I feel moved upon to offer when someone has had misfortune befall them, but mostly I do this alone at palces of historic interest. Sometimes just alone in my own dwelling. I am afraid I do not do requests or readings.